Hello Barnaby,
15/07/2017
Hello Barnaby,
This here is a bit poetic, I wrote it on my phone while thinking carefully of you.
I am blessed or destroyed or distorted, by the light you shine into my life. I am grieving or I am free when you take a step back and leave me alone. I am lonely or wanted whenever I dare to allow someone else to fill the whole, that you left, in my heart. I am everything and nothing, with or without you. Eternally, internally confused, by the calm chaos your existence creates. I am wanted when I do not want you. I am a chess piece, the Queen, on a board in which an unknowing, righteous man protects the King. I fall and once I am down, I stay down, until we start all over again.
Forever yet never yours,
With love,
C.
Hello Barnaby,
This here is a bit poetic, I wrote it on my phone while thinking carefully of you.
I am blessed or destroyed or distorted, by the light you shine into my life. I am grieving or I am free when you take a step back and leave me alone. I am lonely or wanted whenever I dare to allow someone else to fill the whole, that you left, in my heart. I am everything and nothing, with or without you. Eternally, internally confused, by the calm chaos your existence creates. I am wanted when I do not want you. I am a chess piece, the Queen, on a board in which an unknowing, righteous man protects the King. I fall and once I am down, I stay down, until we start all over again.
Forever yet never yours,
With love,
C.
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